Friday, December 29, 2006

goodbye 2006, welcome 2007

just a quick post
exam in 4 days woaaaa~
fuh, can't believe in 2 days
it's bye 2006, hello 2007 alreadi
it's been a good year
lotsa things happen, good n bad
cherish every moment of it
-will post a memoir of 2006 soon after exam-
new year resolution?
i make it a point not to make a proper resolution
coz i know i won't really achieve it
not dat my resolutions are so much floating in the high clouds
-will post wat's in store for 2007-
nway, for now...
EIDULADHA MUBARAK!!
*makan daging byk2 pastu dpt gout nyum nyum*
n
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
*huhu, x leh tgk firework sbb ade kat kampung nana*

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

make love not war

as quoted from my lecturer
"Abstinence is the WORST form of contraception.
Please don't abstain.
Do you know how many
psychological problems can arise
from abstinence?"


*wink wink*

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAY!

huhu...aku x cuti..nk balikkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

me n my bayang2

yong tau fu dan apam balik spesial dan puyuh goreng
dan roti goreng with meat filling balut ngan kulit popiah
slurp slurp yum yum
saya sgt tamak ari ni bile g pasar mlm
rase nk mkn laksam juge
dan pau kari ayam
and dat taufufa looks yummy too
tapi saye mmg camtu
terliur je lebeh
pastu beli x mkn
membazir
membazir itu saudara syaitoooooooonnnn
nauzubillah
so saye buatla stategi bwk rm 10 je g psr mlm
slalu x abih pon
*bangga bangga*
tp ari ni abih la plak
internal conflict of stress perhaps?
dizahirkan thru overbajet spending
neva mindlah
i can eat, food makes me hepiii!!!
baik aku makan pepuas kat mesia yg kaya ngn makanan b4 fly oversea
kan?kan?kan?
*high on endorphin*
note:ini adalah post mengarut, just need to write sumthing i guess

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

cool fireworks!!


Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

Monday, December 11, 2006

my heart's forlorn song........

ari ini sgt emooooooooooo...
act, since yesterday lagih...
not in mood for anything
nangis, tido, mkn sket, tgk tv, staring at the walls, staring at the laptop, lock meself in da room, blink blink, sigh...sigh again, sniff sniff, sighhhhhhhh
ape kena nih?
nape emo sgt?
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sila semangat cik dalilah oiii
exam dh dekat, studi nuhhhhh
g mkn nuhhh
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sedey, sniff sniff
aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lagu tema untuk hari inih:
Perpisahan - Anuar Zain

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama
Sering, kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu...
Masih tercari-cari...
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu


uuuuuuu saye sgtla sedey dan down dan x bersemangat, sgtla gloomy dan melancholic huk huk huk
terase dunia sgtla bleak sekarang inih *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Thursday, November 23, 2006

nakshatra~

last friday was the celebration of diwali nite in imu
themed nakshatra meaning stars of diwali
there's music, singing n dancing n drama n even foods
truly truly bollywood i tell u!
kampung dance is superb!
obviously coz it's my batch whose dancing n jumping!
go raj! go nurule! go nedd! go sakhti!
heheh
so for one nite only,
everyone -well almost everyone-
is decked in their finest deepavali attire
n shine like a true bollywood stars
i even got my own purple bindi n indian bangles
to match my new very-worth-it outfit in purple n green
tadaaa!!!

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nice tak?hehe
n here's da great kampung dancers

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more pics of dat nite wit fellow frens

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

celebration of eid

a bright yellow invitation card for an open haus
as expected from orey-o n da geng
arrive shortly after the raya break
i LOVE openhaus!!
lotsa lotsa lotsa food
slurp slurp yum yum
*salivating like mad*
it's a pot-luck mkn2 thingy
so me, nana n pu3 decided to bring da-eva-fames nana's roti jala teamed wit da-acu-cuba-try-test pu3's chicken curry
there's chicken rendang, nasi himpit, sayur lodeh, nasi tomato, spagetti, choc cake, brownies
etc etc etc
*rambang mata duh*
mkn x igt, kenyang bangat sih
pastu of course la snap snap pics

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posing2 sementara tunggu tetamu lain smpai

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i suap u, u suap i yer

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bena, nana, me n mar

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baik2 senget tu cik kak oi jgn terbalik dh la yer....

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apela yg mak cik ajima ni duk seronok sgt nih

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we are indeed one big hepi family

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last pose b4 heading home stuffed n hepi; nana, me, bena, mar, leha, hanis, dila


Saturday, November 18, 2006

there goes the last holiday

this is like a very long due update
lotsa lotsa things happen since i last here
i was home for a week for raya
my mum dh hepi2 i bley blk awal
-jadi mangsa kena kukus kek lapis lagi la aku thn ni-
me, my mum n my sis went crazy wit baking n kukusing
my dad is obsessed wit cleaning da haus
and my bros all glued to ps2 and online games!
tgk la penat nyer main game smpai tertido atas kerusi
ish ish ish *geleng kepala*

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gonna miz all these excitingness of raya preparation next year
raya was sam-o sam-o
no raya trip again tis year
2 years in da row....
kuchiwa guer...
sob sob sob
back in kl
-still in the raya mood-
seremban visit, mock osce, cns eoc awaits
i'm burning out here n so not in mood for anything
tp ade org tu pandai sgt memujuk so i went to watch flushed away after cns eoc
*thanks awak cheer me up!*
then health issues crap start n entering it's 2nd week tis monday *sigh*
then another 2 weeks before another eoc
n 3 weeks of study break
n then the
big dreaded eos 5

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhrkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
*choking n turning blue*

Sunday, October 15, 2006

i like!!

watch reruns of autumn in my heart today.
one of my fav korean drama series
lame lame i know
and then there's this trailer about a new malay movie
tittled 'cinta'
i saw the ad at kl sentral the other day
looks like a copy cat version of my fav movie-love actually-
hurmmmm is it any good?
malay movies are usually *thumbs down*
no offense but it's true
there are some that is good but mostly...
nway, had a haircut today
go trim my fringe for this coming raya
so sort of raya hair
ahaks...raye pon nk rambut baru<--poyo
it felt so nice, ade org basuhkan rambut pastu blowkan lawa2
now my hair is soft n straight again
nnt blk umah mesti my mum tegur
"kak g straighten rambut ker?"
note:she doesn't approve of me doing sumthing to my hair other than cutting it
nway, i feel so damn fabulous to the max
*syok sndri sungguh minah nih*

take a break, have a kit kat

great last minute revision of neuroanact
all da best M204 for CNS!
chills!!!



Tuesday, October 10, 2006

what's wit the world today?

oh heck, jerebu kembali lagi
di bln ramadhan plak tuh
*what a sweel, nice!*
dh la tekak dh kering due to low h2o intake
dtg lg contaminated air yg menyesakkan respiratory tract nih
dugaaaaaaannnnnnn~~
org lain yg terbakar, kite yg berkelubung asapnyer
n i hav to suffer frm this freakingly, annoying n distressing sore troat
sabar sabar bln puasa nih
*sighhhhhh*
then the ever genius IMU
letak my final exam on saturday
what the *tuttt*?<--puasa bkn setkt thn x mkn n minum, kena puasa jiwa jugak kate my chinese lect
exam on saturday?
sungguh x leh terima
dh la ltk paper saq last
*hancus hancus*
dugaaaaaaaannnnnn~~

Saturday, October 07, 2006

bermalas-malasan

had a looooong day yesterday
woke up at 445 for sahur then smbg tido
bgn kul 8 siapkan pbl
pastu g imu, print pbl
then g kamal ngan muni
beli clinical neuroanact
buku br azam br
moga2 berjaya cns!

pastu blk, prepare for pbl
230 pbl lalala smpai kul 4
445 stat lect till 700
kelam kabut bukak poser
mlm tgh syok ngadap com
ade org ajak kuar
mkn mcd
tgk devil wears prada
lpk kat mamak smbil usha awek
bitchy2, citer2, gosip2
hit da bed at 4
not before getting all comfy n snuggy
i'm tired n flat out
practically doing nothing
heheh

p/s:ketiga2 baby ham dh slamat kembali ke Penciptanya....alFatihah
hukhukhukhukhuk

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

life miracle

berita gumbiraaaaaaaa everibodi!!!!!
hamster kitaorg dh beranak pinak
3 ekor lagi tp sekor dh mia?
so tukar name hamster dr ham-ham kepada mami ham n papi ham
baby2 tu lak bg name baby ham
nk kate cute x leh la yer
hairless n so tiny n pinkish n frankly geli geleman
selamat dilahirkan last monday
x tau pon mami ham pregnant
sedar2 dh beranak
bila mase diaorg bercoitus? *hurm*
patutla mami ham garang semcm jer
suka gigit2 org pastu hyperaktive x bertempat
hormonal imbalance la tu *paham paham*
si papi ham lak sedative giler
smpaikan kitaorg gelar dia dayus
asik duk dlm umah jer
exercise mls, mkn tido jer keje
my fren ckp typikel laki mlayu la tuh *no offence yah!*
aihhh ham ham mcm2....

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

ramadhan datang lagi....

it's da 4th day of puasa
guess it's not to late to wish all muslims everywhere
Happy Fasting!!
going home tis wikN so dat i can break fast wit ma familia
on menu of my greedyness n mengidamness:
1. bubur lambuk by my mum
2. cek mek molek by my lil bro
3. puding karamel by my mum
4. ketupat sotong resepi my mum
5. onde-onde dat made by my lil sis
6. fruit cocktail specialty of my mum
7. my dad's fav n must have pengat pisang
8. samosa wit extra daging buatan sendiri
9. homemade air bandung with 'berudu'
10. cold cendol wit sugar n sagu
11. macaroni bakar wit lots of eggs n mince meat
12. ayam golek percik pasar ramadhan near my hse
13. otak2 n satar frm my fav gerai near my hse
14. etc etc etc
yum yum yum yum yum yum
*dalilah merapu due to low sugar level*
my tummy is singing da song of hungryness ~~lalalala

Saturday, September 23, 2006

all in a day's work

MSK exam is today
i've done my best n now crossing my fingers
hoping da best for the result
submit my ECA form also
met up wit my dearest tutor
the patchwork meeting was cancelled
so i went to carefour wit nana to get a new lock for my door
-remember i broke my bedroom door few days back-
then went to see my tutor again
we had a serious heart-to-heart talk - NOT!
he rewrite the attribute form juz becoz i'm transferring to PMS
have to make me look good in paper
if not in person but then again
i'm great no matter what, aite?
then he sort-of help me write my narrative
so dat i look good -again-
(again to impress the PMS so dat they'll choose me)
*okay okay* he actually did the whole thing
i juz go aha n aha again n dat's sounds nice etc
i juz love my freaking nice n dear tutor!!!
then me, nurule n nana went to watch the final football match
between our guys againts sem 3 guys
a real candy for my eyes taste bud
*winks*
kan nurul kan? kan najwa kan?
miahahaha
we won of course
abg rahul is da hero of da day
oh yah
i've change the lock of my bedroom door
ALL BY MYSELF!!!
*big applaudes*
now i can add one more skill to my diy skill
now i can change lightbulb n fix door lock
i'm a hot, super skilled babe, yeah!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

panic!at the...

*gasp*
i broke my bedroom door!!!

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terpaksala beli lock baru huhu
br je pakai 6 bulan
ganaihhh sungguh nooo ~

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

!!On Air!!

I am definitely totally falls head over heels in love with tis song!!!
keep playing it over n over again on
my pink SONY bean!

and the show dat goes wit it

ntv7 juz aired da 1st episode of 2nd season

-which i had watched all courtesy of mr. azim-

TODAY!!!

yeayyyyyyy!!!!!!

now i can watch mcdreamy all over again

*droooooolss*

ahhh...mcdreamy n mcsteamy n mcvet

*koyaing swooooons*

Monday, September 11, 2006

another phase in the cycle of life

welkam to the marriage world!
last saturday, my schoolmate a.k.a my twin
~lain-bapak-lain-mak-birthday-je-same-kinda-twin~
norlaili ismail telah sah bergelar mrs. puad
hehehe
and being a good fren n better yet,
a fabulous twin,
i went back home to celebrate the wedding
even lini, inda n tina drove all da way from kelantan
to merase nasi minyak lely nih
to lely n puad,
congratulations!!!
semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu


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pelamin nan indah, pengantin nan sepadan, dayang2 nan berseri
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aiihhhh...dh jadi bini org kawan aku sorg nih
aku gok still duk nocat2 dop tau kaler
hik hik hik
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kenangan bersame raja sehari dlm bilik pengantin


then, we went to another kenduri kawin also our schoolmate
pehal bdak sc dungun ni wat kenduri berturut2
mmg musim kawin ehh?????
nway, tis time kat umah apismuda plak
the wedding was on the last 18th
so ni majlis sambut menantu la
to apis n org umahnyer (luper lak name saper, sowri!)
selamat pengantin baru
selamat berbahagia

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hehe...lepas ni giliran nasi minyak sape lak yer????

Friday, September 08, 2006

bye bye baby goodbye

juz came back from klia anta cham ngan shak off to ireland
sob...sob...sob...
kinda sedey
baik ngn cham pon br je lagi tp
mr cham ni mmg baik <-- promote ko nih cham
suka tolong esp bab2 comp
timer kacih cham!!!
nnt dh smpai sane jgn lupe kat kitaorg kat cni yer?!!!
today is also da bday of my great buddy, ICE-Y!!!
hepi 22nd besday dear
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fyi, ice dh stat clinical phase hehe
and her 1st posting is surgery
gut luck in ur surgery rotation!
lalalalalalalalala
i'm going back home tomorrow!
i'm so hepi!hepi!hepi!
can't wait 'till tomorrow!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

suprise! suprise!

jeng...jeng...jeng
guess who's face is on cleo's next edition cover?
ME!!!!!!!

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look at me...i'm soooo gorgeous!!

alkisahnyer me n my fellow frens --> pu3, najwa n muni
went for anna sui makeover the last 31st august
wat a nice day to make-me-over!!
new glamourous look instantly *on cloud 9*
at first, being a faithful buyer of cleo
me bought la septnyer issue
turns out, tis month issue bagi special offer for anna sui makeover
me n pu3 mmg dh lame tergedik2 nk g wat makeover nih
so we're pretty excited by da prospect of
finally, dpt wat makeover!
since najwa pon beli gak cleo
kitaog pon berpakat la g wat makeover reramai
and wahlaa!!!
new me!
i'm so hepi!hepi!hepi!hepi!
hehehehehehehe
note: dalilah is in high state of euphoria

Friday, September 01, 2006

...a tale on merdeka eve...

najwa came up to me wit a bonus question
mega sale sampai bila hah?
n i carelessly reply (i was getting meself comfy 4 eos 5 briefing),
1st week of sept
wait...dat's tis wikN!
mega sale is almost over n i haven't bought anything yet for myself
dalilah, seriously????
dan tanduk dan ekor serta serampang 3 mata najwa pon kuarla menunjukkan diri
calling forth da shopaholic n jln2holic inside of me
plans were made n we agree to go to midval rite after class.
got meself a new lipgloss
everyone add-on the innerwear collection
yg klakarnyer mase nk byr,
g la kat tis 2 guy cashier
then he said "adik, byr kat cashier sane la"
(sambil menunjuk kat cashier yg satu lg, pempuan)
we were like huh????malu ker?
remind me of tis questionnaire yg i did in frenster
...wat type of cashier do you pick when u buy underwear?...
n i respond wit
...la, ape kaitan underwear n cashier?byr je la...
even akak cashier tu pon pelik
hik hik hik
pusing2 kat midval, sedar2 seme kedai dh tutup
since tis is hopefully da last time
kitaorg celebrate merdeka kat tanah air tercinta nih
kitaorg pon igt nk g tgk firework
i love firework!!!!!
pk2, pilihla putrajaya sbb x ramai org sgt n mostly family so cam best skit
we headed to the dataran in front of the mosque
igtkn kat situ la firework nyer
parkingla kat presint 2 pastu jln all da way across da bridge
skali dh sampai sane tgk2 firework psg kat presint 2
adeihhhh...silap bajet tol
so tgk dr jauh jer.neva mind la, i had a gr8 time!!!
penat n still excited from da firework
kitaorg jln blk ke presint 2
smpai kat tgh tuh ade tis ferry boat lalu kat bwh bridge tuh
pu3 pon gatal2 mulut dare me to wave at the people on da boat
aiii, jgn cabar dalilah, nnt i buat betul kan
n true enuf, i pon wave la
n guess wat?
those people on da boat wave blk at us
kan pu3 dh kena blanje ct
kui kui kui
time kasih pu3 bawak g tgk firework
n blanje roti telur n air durian belanda special
kat mamak dekat ngn umah zek
hihihi
SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN KE 49!!!
MERDEKA!!!MERDEKA!!!MERDEKA!!!

Monday, August 28, 2006

my super packed weekend

saturday, 26th august 2006

as early as 7 o'clock i'm already up
gr8 achievement!!
dalilah bgn super awal on wikN!!
my hsemate pon pelik-->pehal ko bgn awal, ct?
nk g main futsal!!! came my enthusiastic reply
da game was organized by msoc imu under ppim
so semua yg main tuh bdak2 medic melayu la kan *winks*
since i'm a total kaki bangku,
i offered myself to be subs je la
so sementara tunggu game tuh start kitaorg warm-up n prektis la skit2
smbil2 mengusha heheh...
fyi, exercise release endorphins (ur feel good chemical)
which is good coz it makes me hepiii
but not good coz it overcloud my senses n judgement *sigh*
dat endorphins plus da excitement tgk guys reramai main sport
- aaaahhhhhhh swoon~
adeih, dalilah ape nk jadi nih?
nway, punye la tunggu turn nk main last2 bile nk msk court dh kul 1130
i got another thing to do at 1200.
so, x sempat la nk main
hek eleh, mcm la main pon heheh
blk umah, mandi2, siap2, g umah shak buat kenduri doa selamat.
umah dia super best x igt, atas bukit lg
siap ade kolam wit a very kinda beachy condong coconut tree n 2 ekor burung merak n sum other birdies i dun even know da species
very2 peaceful ambience
mkn2, borak2, snap2 pics..
then, nedd, pu3 n me all da way frm umah shak kat bangi pergi the curve kat damansara
nedd la beriyer, nk bwk kitaorg g wikN bazar kat c2
there's special parking lots there for us, da ladies drivers near da entrance
terjaga la keselamatan kami, x yah nk jln jauh2 g kete
pastu god knows wat might happen *yikes*
smpai kat the all new n canggih manggih cineplex tuh,
x tau nk tgk citer per
last2 tgk nacho libre...
okla, for a comedy-->setkt nk gelak2 kn
ade tis guy duduk seblh nedd gelak dr start muvi smpai abis, x berenti2...kelakar sgt kot pada dia
by da time smpai umah dh mlm
huh, imagine i woke up so early in da morn,
main futsal,
g kenduri,
tgk muvi,
jln2 smpai mlm
no napping watsoeva...
whoa!!!wat stamina tp smpai umah jer...

sunday, 27th august 2006

today wasn't so nice start.
i was waken up by the repeating n annoying doorbell not for me!!!
grrrr!!kaco tido jer
i finally woke up at around 11.
brush my teeth, had my breakfast, take my shower n then siap2 nk g cari tiket bus nk blk coz laili my schoolmate nk kawen...aihhh, dh nk jd bini org dh kembor aku nih we share the same birthday
i had a blueberry cheese cake today...mmmm yum yum yummylicious!!!
dh ptg, mls la plak nk studi so start la kemas2 my stuff
one thing leads to another, last2 my bedroom get a make over *penat*
to top it all, i watch another rerun of my all-time fav muvi, love actually *swoon lagik!*

Monday, August 21, 2006

singleton united

Natasha Bedingfield - Single


To all single people out there, ENJOY!!!haha...it's true dat being single is definetely simply fabulous!!!
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me (Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me (No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby (Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single (Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good (I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should (Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Saturday, August 19, 2006

drop dead

in da past 3 weeks i managed to finish season 2 of house m.d, season 5 of smallville, season 1 n 2 of grey's anatomy n season 1 of prison break. talk about cathing up huh? kalah bdak sem 5 yg br abis xam. and all this while attending da bs classes for selective, trying to change my sleeping behaviour, meeting up wit da deadline of behaviour modification report, spring cleaning of da room, doing laundry, updating my wardrobe, defrosting da fridge, playing a good sister and dutiful daughter, picking up new furniture for my new room, catching up wt frens, summer movies in cinema, the long journey home and back to kl, doctor's appointment, shopping for baju raya yada yada yada...i'm exhausted!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

...so many questions, so little answers...

how is it possible to be surrounded yet to be so lonely?
why long for things that can't be yours?
how is it possible feeling something amiss when you have it all?

why keeping on hoping when everything seems impossible?
how is it possible to paid for a mistake that wasn't entirely yours?
why do we hurt the most the people we love the most?
how is it possible to miss something knowing it'll never be quenched?

why say things only to take it back, never meaning it?
how is it possible to self inflicted more pain onto already hurting heart?

why make promise meant to be broken?
how is it possible to keep on searching for things not knowing whether it'll be found?
why love risking a broken heart?

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

~sweet goodbyes~

“Cinta biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagaimanapun hidup hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan ”

~ cinta (Melly ft Kris)

Dat’s wat life is about, leaving and be left behind…it hurt to be the one leaving but it hurt even more to be the one left behind. Eventually the one left behind will learn how to leave too =)

YEAR 2005

Note: This was supposed to be posted way long ago (about 5+ months ago), lots had happened since then but anyway…

Curtain of 2005 fall down, the dawn of 2006 shine on…

2005 in memoirs


January – End of Sem 1 xam (I pass inspite of fooling ‘round during da whole sem 1 and study wik but then again, u dun need much brain to pass sem 1 according to Timothy Song à yeah, rite!)
February – Independent trip to Langkawi in the name of elective…ahaks…
March – Start of da honeymooned Sem 2, new haircut, new hair colour, same old me =)
April – Just another month in a year
May – Reached my adult age, now I’m free to do as I please anywhere in da world…not!
June – Eventful 9701 Semesdian reunion
July – 1st KKB posting (live delivery on air!)
August – Horrifying Sem 3 starts, yikes!
September – 1st year IkhwanIlah anniversary
October – 1st time modelling (muahaha), 1st pair of Levi’s
November – Break up wit Ikhwan, 1st MVA (thank God nothing serious!)
December – Struggling wit my End of Sem 3 xam coming in January. Nice way to end a year, huh?